i will tell you.
i like him. does he like me? why doesn't he call me? does he like me? why doesn't he call me? i am sad.
i like her. do you think she likes you? yes. where is she? i can't find her. where is she? i can't find her. oh. but. oh. i am sad.
i like him. i kissed him. i dated him. i fucked him. why doesn't he call me? does he like me? why doesn't he call me? does he like me? i want to eat dinner with him. why doesn't he call me? i am sad.
see a pattern?
(note: the aforementioned tragedies are not mine. thank goodness. and i wish you love you poor distraught thing.)
and
things are never bad.
it is you who thinks that things are bad.
20080329
問世間情為何物?
20080327
I went to Taiwan
for a few days.
ate shopped ate shopped ate shopped.
had foot reflexology.
hot spring soak.
cable car ride.
permed hair taiwan style.
ximending.
longshan temple.
shilin night market.
beitou.
etc.
ate shopped ate shopped ate shopped.
flew back to Hong Kong last night.
to eat shop eat shop eat shop.
20080321
Notes from the meaning of love in human experiences
it cannot be maintained that religion leads humanity to a higher ethical place in which love replaces hatred.
some of the most loving religions seem to be those without a god figure (eg. Buddhism and Confucianism) while some of the most hateful those with what is in principle a loving god.
nor does anthropological research bear out the notion that religion is indispensable to ethical living.
some of the most loving cultures have been those without religion of the supernatural variety while some of the most hateful the most religious.
the baby/child/adolescent who is loved learns to love while the one who is hated or misused learns to hate and misuse.
in romantic love, even though the lovers sometimes experience the heights of human bliss, more often terrible suffering is involved. it is rare for romance to last indefinitely, let alone a lifetime.
in parental love, the complexities of the child's development are so great that relatively few parents are able to cope with them. psychology has clarified many of the problems but parents will more often stick to the way in which they were brought up.
In filial love, ideally such love could produce great happiness. But again it is rarely seen. More often there is the expression of defiance or submission, neither of which suffices to lay the basis for a good life.
there is the most pathological of it all, the lack of love. in the extreme this produces the markedly detached individual who may or may not be overtly schizophrenic and whose love disappointments are so great that it is extraordinarily difficult to induce him or her to try again.
20080320
Never after
n-n-now th-that don't kill me can only make me stronger i need you to hurry up now cause i can't wait much longer i know i got to be right now cause I can't get much wronger man i've been waitin' all night now that's how long i've been on ya work it harder make it better move it faster makes us stronger more than ever our after our
don't act like i never told ya i love i love you guys n karen nokia sarah david ronny yiha parry like i love drinking smoking lkfing exploring shopping i will miss all this love when i leave i don't want to leave never ever after
i need ya right now money hungry power loving career climbing witch you died come back come back come back i get scared when you're gone after ever never
our work is never over harder better faster stronger
i need ya right now
don't act like i never told ya
20080304
Another new rule
to restrict the freedom of movement of singaporeans :
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/332731/1/.html
singaporeans dear fellow singaporeans don't you think we look like muzzled dogs on a leash controlled by a whip made of money and more restrictions?
"The Land Transport Authority (LTA) said this is part of efforts to help improve the safety of taxi commuters and road users by reducing traffic disruption."
of course. and taxi commuters and road users don't get to say anything back.
I learnt this in school
if you treat a person badly and he/she becomes sad :
that person is in love with you.
if you treat a person badly and he/she becomes angry :
that person cares more about himself/herself than you.
very wise.
also,
i love evil.
though i didn't say so.