trying to make those grumpy / furious / heart-broken / desolate humans cry / smile.
but to do that i need equipment.
and equipment is expensive.
so i would appreciate if you would donate some money.
$1000 / $100 / $10 / $1 will be much much appreciated.
email me at 13.sara@gmail.com if you wish to do charity.
i would love you for it.
sincerely.
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I am a tiny struggling artist/film-maker/story-teller/heart-tugger
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I hate Singaporeans
because i just got fined $20 for late return of a tablet. AGAIN.
that's bloody $40 that i've paid to my school's IT department already.
but that wasn't why i got so angry.
i got so angry because i called my friend to go renew the tablet for me cos i couldn't go down to school today. but the IT department told her i can't renew it because i have to pay $20 first cos i was late for one day.
i was late for one day because i told another friend to renew it yesterday but he forgot.
and i can't go down myself because i'm busy this 2 days with david the best rehs, the next frame rehs and i have internship meeting and another next frame reh later. and the school is in bloody boon lay for goodness sake.
so i told the guy "but i really really can't go down to school today. can you just let me renew it first and i'll pay this $20 when i go to school tomorrow. because if i renew it tomorrow then that will be another $20 fine won't it?"
IT asshole : "sorry, you cannot renew it until you pay the $20 fine. that is the system."
me : "but if i renew tomorrow then there will be an additional $20 to pay. $40! can't i just renew today first and pay tomorrow?"
IT asshole : "no sorry but that is the system."
REPEAT : "NO SORRY BUT THAT IS THE SYSTEM."
this is why i hate singaporeans.
system system fuck your mother fucking system.
if you can't understand that i'm just a human being struggling to get by in this life without your analness about systems making it harder than it already is, then you can't blame me for telling you
"fuck you! i hope the school burns down and all of you lose your jobs."
it's rude, of course, but fucking hell i just paid you $40 bloody dollars and for that money i have every right to say i hope you choke and die on a fishball.